Sooo I haven't posted anything in a while and I apologize for that. I've been busy with rollergirl stuff and just in general taking a much needed break. However, I'm currently incredibly pissed off. My best friend rode his bike over tonight because it was a perfect evening - well at least in the beginning - and we were going to ride around to a few different locations.
I fed the parrot and the dog and put them in their respective places and headed out to my shed where I kept my motorcycle. My friend was waiting out front for me to pull my bike out so we could head out. Shortly before my husband left me, I finally put a padlock on the shed where I keep the motorcyles. I know the combination very well but after a dozen times of trying it there was no luck. My friend, Chris, fainlly walked back to find out what the hold up was and I had no idea. The combination just wasn't working,
I went inside to get the actual physical combination and we both tried it about a dozen more times. Finally, Chris said that the lock was probably messed with. We went inside and got tools to pry the door open, which had to be done eventually, so I could at least get my bike out. Lo and behold the other Harley was missing. Someone (my ex) broke in to my shed and stole the Harley, and conicidently screwed up the lock so I couldn't get in there.
What are you supposed to do with that? Is it breaking and entry along with grand theft larceny? I'm going to the local police office shop tomorrow to find out what I need to do. At a minimum, I feel like a restraining order is the right call because given my schedule he's had to have been stalking me for the right moment to break in and take my property.
He's changedd his phone number and I have no way of getting in touch with him but I've tried my best to work with hinm on moving forward and getting through this divorce. I told him we needed to talk and he shows up with no notice and frankly scares me a bit. What am I supposed to do??? I've done nothing but support him through our marriage and this is how he repays me..... Lame.
I'm scared and I don't feel comfortable being along in my house. The house that I worked so hard to buy and maintain and grow. He did nothing.... period. I am very surpised and shocked at how he's been handling his all. Unfortunately it just go to show you that perhaps you can't trust people after all.
Frankly, I've never been laid off and I'm finding it hard to not go completely crazy. I have been exploring some perfect opportunities that I'm really excited about, but in the interim I'm a bit spastic and unsure of what else I should be doing. I've been getting the random requests from my resume being posted about some exciting sales opportunity but obviously I'm a bit reticent to follow up on them. I know "they" say to send your resume in to as many places as possible but I'm not really sure if I agree with that. If I'm just going on an interview to "practice" I feel it's a bit dishonest and frankly why would I apply for a job that I know I would likely never want?
Am I being too honest? Again, something else that I don't care about because I'm not going to waste my time and I certainly don't want to waste an employer's time by being interested in a potential candidate that has no desire to work for them. Also, I think I'm pretty good in an interview. I'm honest, forthright and you'll know exactly where I stand. Isn't that the only thing you should really do on an interview? I know there's a job out there that is just waiting for me to come along and something that I'll really sink my teeth into. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from going completely crazy and as I was driving to practice last night, I realized I haven't been out of the house since Sunday morning practice! Yikes!
So today, I'm leaving the nest to unwind, relax and get my mind off of things. If it wasn't for practice....I probably wouldn't have left the house. Tonight our team is going up to Everett to scrimmage the Jet City rollergirls, so I'm excited about that. Many of our girls have seen them bout, but I haven't so I'm a bit excited for the mystery and to bring everything I've got. I still don't feel like I"m fully to where I should be in my derby skillz, but it could be because everyone on the league continues to raise that bar and a year off set me back a bit. Or it could be that, as usual, I'm being way harder on myself than I should be.
